And It Just Hit Me.

So Thursday was my 6th form Summer Ball, with all the people who I have known for at least the past 5 years and it was a top night. Danced like a pro all night (as usual) and yeah was even better than I expected. But spending that one, last night with all of the people who I've grown up with and chosen to be around for a chunk of my life and in a matter of 2/3 months, they'll be gone. For the past 10 months since I made the decision to re-sit the year I have just got on with it and not properly thought about how it would be but then yesterday, I was laying in bed and then it just hit me that I really wasn't going to be around those people day in, day out, ever again and yes, it's the same for everybody else but in the same way it isn't because I've got a whole year to wait to be in the position that they're going to be in. Yeah, I'll obviously just get on with it and just go with the flow but it just made me think about whether I'd made the most of my years with my friends and stuff, I suppose I do have great memories but there is always going to be the thought of well maybe I should have done things differently to make more of the people around me.